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This is a standalone fic for The Long Ballad, not related to my series. This Ashile Sun is not quite as submissive as the one in the series. My Ashile Sun contains multitudes. ;)

Kiss Me, Kill Me (3852 words) by Fangirlishness
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 长歌行 | The Long Ballad (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ashina Sun/Li Changge
Characters: Ashina Sun, Li Changge
Additional Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Porn with Feelings, First Time, Bondage, Accidental Bondage, commitment issues, apparently Ashile Sun needs to be tied up to confront his actions, simplistic view of contraception
Summary:

Opening his eyes hurts. He groans and closes them again. Shaking his head hurts, too. And why are his hands up there? They seem to be tied above his head!

Set around episode 16-20 after Sun saves Changge’s life by abducting her to the grasslands and keeping her in his tent as his advisor.

Apparently I forgot to post this here when I posted the fic, but here it is now (backdated):

Moonlight Reprise (1095 words) by Fangirlishness
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 长歌行 | The Long Ballad (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ashina Sun/Li Changge
Characters: Ashina Sun, Li Changge
Additional Tags: Kissing, Secret Identity, Gender Roles, Gender Disguise, Extended Scene
Series: Part 2 of Between the Beats of our Song
Summary:

Some intimate moments between Ashile Sun and Li Changge when they're sitting on the roof and looking at the moon together in episode 6.

I've started another Wu Lei drama, and here's the first fic for it:

Drunken Fumblings (1430 words) by Fangirlishness
Fandom: 长歌行 | The Long Ballad (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ashina Sun/Li Changge
Characters: Ashina Sun, Li Changge
Additional Tags: Drinking, Kissing, Secret Identity, Gender Roles, Gender Role Reversal, they’re both virgins
Series: Part 1 of Between the Beats of our Song
Summary:

The first in a series of ficlets following Ashile Sun and Li Changge's 'dates' through the episodes, with added sexytimes.

The night in episode 5 where they're drinking together.

While I was working on the fanvid, this fic also took shape:

Nothing But Love (5833 words) by Fangirlishness
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 爱情而已 | Nothing But You (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Liang You'an/Song Sanchuan
Characters: Liang You'an, Song Sanchuan
Additional Tags: Oral Sex
Summary:

Set in episode 30 where Liang You’an flirts with Song Sanchuan over breakfast.

“Just you wait how unrestrained I can be once your leg has recovered.”

Why wait? Or: How Song Sanchuan learns how to have great sex without moving his knee.

Since I just finished my first fanvid, and I collected a lot of links for things I learned about DaVinci Resolve on the way and posted them to

communal_creators, I thought I could post them here too:

The tools I used:

DaVinci Resolve for video editing (it's free)

LossLessCut for clipping (it's free if you download it from github directly)

Auto-Subs for turning the lyrics into subs (another github link) <- this is both a standalone app and a davinci resolve plugin

DaVinci Resolve tutorials:

how to add a video/audio clip to the timeline

how to save/export/deliver a vid

Those can already get you pretty far. I found moving the clips around on the timeline and shifting beginning and end frames intuitive (yay).

The most important thing for me to grasp was that the small buttons at the very bottom are very important! they are the main views. I mostly work with the Cut view, but the Edit view is also good. I have barely touched the others so far. (You need the Deliver view for saving.)

find the beats in the music with "transient detection"

fade the music in/out at the start/end

how to add a title page

editing basics (keyboard shortcuts)

use adjustment clips instead of adding effects to clips directly

temporarily disable effects for smoother playback

use proxy media to speed up editing/avoid lag

how to adjust audio levels

Deeper vids (still for noobs):

I like this guy, but maybe start with the really small clips above and let him show you more details later:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsVDy3wGxbDAe4F9M9-64VKMHKo4QwepN

Song: Let Me Fly by Mike and the Mechanics
Fandom: 爱情而已 | Nothing But You (TV)
Relationships: Liang You'an/Song Sanchuan

A relaxing and fluffy Nothing But You fanvid

Watch on YouTube

My first fanvid OMG! I never thought I would want to make a fanvid in the first place. And then when I wanted to, I never thought I'd be able to actually do it and finish it!

Thank you so much to

colls for pointing me to the

communal_creators community. Thanks to everyone there for immensely helpful cheerleading! <3

Leave Kudos on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/72286581
Watch on youtube: https://youtu.be/-4efIerHUs0
Download from mediafire: 220MB MP4

x-posted to

communal_creators

Since I just - after four years, finally - managed a bingo on my first writer-self-challenge bingo card (here), I decided I'd call that one done and created a new card for myself.

You can create your own card here: https://bingobaker.com/#e7f0e229ba002276

I clicked a few times so I wouldn't get all the same prompts as before. Then I modified the card slightly because the Free space in the middle was somehow bothering me on my last card. So I just added a new prompt (one of those I had last time) and put it into the middle square. The new card shares eight prompts with the old one, and three of those I could not fill on the old card either. Making my life harder yo. :D I'm looking forward to the new challenge!

As I fill the card, the squares will be colored in. I created the color gradient with this tool here: https://colordesigner.io/gradient-generator

gradient preview

( checked off squares (2) )

I'll check the squares off as soon as I "do the thing", whether I have published the story or not. I'll add the links once they're published.

My muse seriously has woken up again. I'm halfway through Love Like The Galaxy, and had to write a tiny little fix-it for a scene in ep 26. It's a speed run of their relationship development, but I feel better now. :)

My Soul is Beginning to Expand (1505 words) by Fangirlishness
Fandom: 星汉灿烂 | Love Like the Galaxy (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Cheng Shaoshang/Ling Buyi | Huo Zisheng
Characters: Cheng Shaoshang, Ling Buyi | Huo Zisheng
Additional Tags: Vignette, First Kiss, Epiphanies, Power Exchange
Summary:

On the way home from the proposal, Ling Buyi wants to kiss Cheng Shaoshang.

Unintentionally, this fits a square in my writer self-challenge bingo. :)

I finished round 4 of

comment_bingo with 6 squares left, and 2 bingos. If I had been just a little less stressed in November, I could have blacked out the card. As it is, I just didn't have the energy to go looking for fic/art before the deadline. Still not bad! I'm not unhappy with the result.

List of fandoms:

DMBJ (x4), Grimm, Guardian (x3), KinnPorsche, Lost You Forever (x3), MASH/SG-1, Under the Skin (x3), Weilan Derivatives (x3)

Click on the card to go to the original post with all the fic recs:

Comment Bingo Round 4 Snapshot

my bingo post for round 4

Round 4 of

comment_bingo has already started in July, but I was so busy I didn't get around to posting the card yet.

By now I've already filled a few squares, and there are about 6 weeks left, I should be able to make a dent in this card by then. *fingers crossed*

ETA: Done! If i had been just a little less stressed in November, I could have blacked out the card. As it is, I just didn't have the energy to go looking for fic/art, so I am left with six blank squares. And they're spread out in a way that I 'only' have two bingos. :D Still not bad! I'm not unhappy with the result.

a canon compliant work	a WIP	a work from a new creator	a fic that's over 20k	a remix
a work from a tv show canon	a work from your newest fandom	a work by a creator you admire	a work from an "old" fandom (canon aired/released pre-1990)	a work from a drama canon
a oneshot	a work inspired by art	FREE SPACE	fanart	a long comment
a fanvid	a work from an event from ~~2020~~2023	a work that stayed with you in some way	a work that made you happy	a work from a Big Bang
a work posted in the past month	a work from a (non-bigbang) event	a work about your current favorite 'ship	a work from a mystery/thriller canon	a work from an event from ~~2018~~2023

I changed the years for the two event squares to 2023, ~~because I can~~ because I just never end up reading old challenge fic, do I? I tried restricting it to 2018 onwards this round, but still it wasn't happening. I do read a lot in new challenges/exchanges, so I changed two squares - one of them gives me a bingo, the other doesn't, but I still did it so I can rec the fic. :D

List of fandoms:

Grimm, KinnPorsche, MASH/SG-1, DMBJ (x4), Guardian (x3), Lost You Forever (x3), Under the Skin (x3), Weilan Derivatives (x3)

( list of all 19 fills under the cut )

I *aaaaalmost* managed a blackout this time, only four squares left. I'm pretty proud of the result, and I definitely went out of my way to get the art squares filled, and the event squares, too. (I didn't manage the 3 stories from the same event, although I tried. I got two.)

I was too lazy to link the fics directly from the card this time, here's the complete list sorted by fandom:

Beyond Evil, Cardcaptor Sakura/Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle, Daomu Biji (2x), Guardian (3x), KinnPorsche, Star Trek: SNW (2x), Teen Wolf, and some different Zhu Yilong/Bai Yu character combinations (6x). Plus one original artwork, two KinnPorsche RPF stories and one Chinese Actor RPF story.

( all links (= recs) under the cut, sorted by fandom )

Pencil drawing of Zhu Yilong as Fu Hongxue from Bordertown Prodigal

Drawn freehand from a screencap (by

sakana17). Minor adjustments after photographing the drawing.

Pillowfort: https://www.pillowfort.social/posts/3274665
AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46315051

On to the next round!

comment_bingo round 3 is starting, and it will run until the end of June. I haven't been reading a lot of fic at all lately, lets hope the motivation will increase again soon.

This card looks really hard in different ways than the last one - specifically that there's a lot of art involved. But, we'll see! I'm definitely looking forward to filling the card.

a work with multiple authors	a work by someone who's given you a kudos or a comment	a work from your first fandom	a work by a creator you've never commented on before	a crossover
comic with no dialogue	a comment where you quote your favourite line	a long comment	a canon divergent work	3 works from different years of the same challenge
a work from an event from 2023	a work you've left kudos on	FREE SPACE	coloured art	a work inspired by art
the first comment on a work	a work that made you happy	a work from an event from 2020	a work from an event from 2021	a work from an event from 2022
a work from a fandom with an open/ongoing canon	a work that amused you	a work about your current favorite 'ship	a work that made you sad	a work with an impressive/eye catching title

( links and comments )

I *aaaaalmost* managed a blackout this time, only four squares left. I'm pretty proud of the result, and I definitely went out of my way to get the art squares filled, and the event squares, too. (I didn't manage the 3 stories from the same event, although I tried. I got two.)

I called my second card done at 17 of 25 fills.

Comment Bingo Round 2 Banner

It's surprising that I didn't manage much more than in round 1, because I really tried this time. But in the end, I couldn't motivate myself to go searching for fic posted between 2010 and 2017, or from my first fandom... :/ . Maybe next time. I'll definitely sign up again for round 3.

My recs this time are Guardian (x7), CDrama: ZhuBai character combinations (x3), Chinese Actor RPF (x2), Semantic Error, Lost Tomb Reboot, KinnPorsche RPF (MileApo), Teen Wolf, MCU, and SGA.

Link to my card

Preview:
Comment Bingo Round 2 Snapshot

I wrote another userscript, because it annoyed me how difficult it is to make picspams using the dw gallery: you upload ten pics, then paste the image codes out of the textfields one by one... grrrrrrr.

So what this script does is it adds two buttons that copy all the codes of all the images you just uploaded to the clipboard, all at once.

This is what it looks like:

Greasemonkey Script for DW Gallery

You press the Get All Image Codes button, it copies the exact content of all the Image Codes fields on the page to the clipboard.

Press the Get 800x800 Image Tags button, you get only the img tags, and the images at size 800x800. It's what I personally use most often for picspam purposes.

Install the script here:

https://greasyfork.org/en/scripts/455512-dreamwidth-copy-links-of-uploaded-images

Tested with Firefox and Chrome. Uses CSS3 animations, so won't work in older browsers. (Or at least, it won't flash the buttons the way it does in modern browsers.)

Please let me know if there are any problems with the script, or if you have any feature requests/suggestions for improvement.

Round 1 is finished, on to round 2! The card I got is extremely hard, with lots of old fic squares, but I'll do my best!

art on AO3 "Stargate Tarot - Court Cards" (Stargate SG-1)	a fic that's over 5k "Close Your Eyes And See Me" (Guardian)	a work from a challenge from 2013	a work from your first fandom	a oneshot "Without Really Leaving" (BYZYL48 Luo Fusheng/Jiang Yang)
a work posted in 2010	a work posted in 2021 "Rapture" (Guardian AU)	a work from a new creator "Good Name" (Guardian fusion) mjsakurea	a work posted in 2014	a WIP "Unexpected Pilots" (Lost Tomb Reboot AU)
a work in a series "looking for the key to set me free" (ZhuBai RPF Photographer series)	a canon compliant work "5 Times ..." (Semantic Error)	FREE SPACE "Why Didn't You Just Say So?" (MCU Steve/Bucky)	a work from a challenge from 2012	a work from a challenge from 2016
a work from a challenge from 2017	black and white art "quiet evenings" (Chinese Actor RPF)	a work set in an AU "But a bitter kiss will bring him to his knees" (BYZYL48 LuoLuo)	a fic with multiple chapters "The Garden of Eden" (Guardian AU)	a work from your newest fandom "second grace" (BYZYL48 Mo Sanmei/Bai Sanwan)
3 works from different years of the same challenge	the first comment on a work "Lets Break the Ice" (Guardian)	a work from a fandom with an open/ongoing canon "Whole New Kinds of Weather" (MileApo RPF)	fanart "Distraction Level: Lethal" (Guardian)	a work posted in 2013 "The Color of Magic" (Teen Wolf - Sterek)

( fill links )

Round 1 of

comment_bingo has ended, and I got one line filled on my card. I would have gotten a lot more if I'd remembered the deadline correctly, but it was in the beginning of September, not the end. Oops. :)

I read (and would rec) 5 DMBJ stories, 8 KinnPorsche, and 1 Guardian story.

The card with the 14 fic recs is here:

https://fangirlishness.dreamwidth.org/35450.html

Anyway, it was fun, and I requested a new card (will follow in the next post) and have already started commenting on fic this week, so there are already some squares filled.

A new kind of bingo, again! You fill your squares by leaving comments on other people's fanworks. Get your own card here at

comment_bingo !

a fic not on AO3	a fic that's over 20k	3 different works from the same challenge	a work that stayed with you in some way	a work from a challenge from 2020
a crossover	a work posted in 2016	a canon divergent work	a work posted in the past month	a fic between 1-5k
a fic you reread often	a work that made you happy	FREE SPACE	3 works from different years of the same challenge	a work from a challenge from 2015
a work by someone who's given you a kudos or a comment	a work by a creator you admire	a work by a creator you're subscribed to or following	a work posted in 2021	a work by a stranger
a remix	a work that made you sad	a work inspired by art	a fic with multiple chapters	a work with under 10 comments

( fill links )

The round ended on September 3rd, 2022, and I got one horizontal line. \o/

Just like last year, I used Nano as an incentive to edit the Guardian novel faster than I otherwise would have.

It worked even better this year than last - mostly because all the tricky and time-consuming mythological stuff was already done last year. :D

But this meant I got more words this year: I edited 7 chapters (98 to 104) and over 25K words this November! \o/

Nanowrimo 2021

Here's the detailed wordcount: https://fangirlishness.dreamwidth.org/33633.html

I still have almost two chapters to do and then some cleanup jobs and then we'll be done with the whole novel! \o/

Crossposts: https://fan-girlishness.livejournal.com/35004.html

I made an illustration to go with

hils's,

teyla's, and

achray's series "Reunion to Rain Village":

Xiaoge, Wu Xie, and Pangzi sitting in front of the house Wu Xie built for them in Rain Village

Check out all the great stories in the series here: Reunion to Rain Village

Crossposts: https://fan-girlishness.livejournal.com/34660.html

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The Long Ballad Fic: Kiss Me, Kill Me

The Long Ballad Fic: Moonlight Reprise

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Nothing But You fic: Nothing But Love

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Fanvid: Nothing But You: All The Hugs

Writer Self-Challenge Bingo Card #2

Love Like The Galaxy ficlet

Comment Bingo Round 4 Roundup: 2 Bingos

Comment Bingo Round 4

Comment Bingo Round 3 Completed

Fu Hongxue Sketch

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Comment Bingo Round 2 Completed

Dreamwidth User Script - Copy links of uploaded images

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I won my Nano again!

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